...and he's still not ours.
A friend of mine who recently adopted domestically talked about how, before it was all final and papers were signed, they were 'holding on' to something that wasn't theirs. That's exactly how I feel. I think he's mine...I want him to be mine...I know he'll be mine at some point--that point should have been last week! The reality is, he's not.
There's talk of baby showers and I'm just elated! But somewhere in me I'm scared. I've been just about fearless through this whole journey and here at the end I feel like I just can't do it any more. The hardest part of it is that unless you've down this road before, you don't understand.
It feels like last week was all just a dream and it never really happened...
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